Whoops, sorry for not blogging for the past few days. :X

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day!

Even though these two occasions don't match, haha, but anyway, I don't bother much about VD so of course I'm more excited about CNY. :D

First day of visiting today. Whee, am enjoying it so far!

BUT the worst thing of all is that COMMON TESTS ARE COMING UP!
And whenever I have free time during this period, I have to studyyyy. ):
Cos next weekend I'll be busy with Guides.
Haha, so this weekend and next weekend are burnt. ):

Coming to think of it, those non-Chinese people are one lucky bunch man. They have 4 days to study ehhh! Then now, I must rush everything. Which is like, bleh. ):

Oh well, it's the new Lunar year, so I must be happy! And not worry too much. :)

Oooh, the CNY concert in school was fantastic! It was really awesome beyond words! Especially the finale, which is the teachers' performance. Even though it had no link to CNY, it was SUPERSUPER HILARIOUS! ANDAND Mr Chue was so cool man, abseiling UPSIDE DOWN from the top of the hall stage down!
I was cheering and laughing so much! xD

I can't believe that it's only early Feb and I have to be so... serious?!
Gahhh, I want to go out! ):
But circumstances are going against my will.
So oh wellll, just gonna have to plan properly.

And FOCUS!

But on a lighter note, CNY IS COMING UP REAL SOON!
:D
Don't you just love CNY?

I wonder why some people don't like CNY. ):
Like JAIME. Haha. Silly girl.
Don't like your roots and culture ahhh?! Haha, just kidding!

Umm, I'm glad that jogging after CNY will be increased to 2 rounds. Hee. ;D
Then can exercise, especially after the amount of food and goodies that you've consumed over the festive season! xD

HAHAHA.

So I'm just gonna eat. :)
Of course, eat a reasonably amount. Haha!

Footdrills was great today. (:

Patrol Challenge was great today too. (:

In short, Guides is fantasticly great today every day. :D

I should have seen this coming, I should have! How could I be so impatient?

That trip is already taking up so many of my commitments. But what can I do? Blame myself for it? It's no use, I know, because even if I got to know about it later, the fact still remains that I have to choose between this and that.
AND I HATE IT.
I do not like to be at crossroads.

I'll be missing so many things that I so do not want to miss. But I just can't do anything at all!

Nevertheless, I'll wait, and hang on for that little tinge of hope. That little spark of light, that will hopefully spring some pleasant surprises...

Haha, I really like the FB group: CEDAR JUNIOR COLLEGE. Thanks to the ex-Sec 4s, over 500 people have joined it already! YAY!

I'd be so awesomely cool if there really is a Cedar Junior College. I'd enroll in that school right away before I sit for Os! xD

Seeing the seniors graduate, grumbling that they miss Cedar a lot, can't help but make me wonder, what will happen when it's my turn.
Sighhhh. *Shudder*
Yes, I shall not think of that now. It's so not the right moment for all these negative thoughts!



Yay. You really do make my day. (:

Today was greattt! (:
I'm so glad we cleared our misunderstandings with one another!
Even though it was painful, I'm really glad we did it, as a batch, as a level.

YAY, thinking about it now, that was the best way to end the Friday. (:
Hee, usually Friday ends with an anti-climax of Guides, meaning I'm sad that there's no school the next day cos I enjoy Guides so much. HAHA.

I'm sorry that things had to turn out the way it did. I guess we all just have to learn from our mistakes and step up much more.

I love you, Sec 3 Guides! :D

I shouldn't be that negative. I mean, other people will always be there too. They're not in their circle, like me, but still, I don't believe we can't get along together. I'll try. I'll try and be neutral. We're a level, a batch after all. We must work hard together. United we stand, divided we fall.



If I went for TKPS camp/Camp Challenge, would things have been different?

Shall I say I've made up my mind?

Surprise, surprise! Yeah, today was basically 'surprise, surprise'. Let's start from Guides. Haha. I'm very pleased by today's activities. Finally I got to do sthg solid. Last week I missed more than half of Guides due to Induction Ceremony rehearsal. So today we had axemanship, turfing and firelighting. Yay, I love turfing and firelighting! :D You get such a huge sense of satisfaction when you see that your fire is dancing in the wind, and the structure is up and good. :)

The ex-Sec 4s came back today. Thank you for coming back! :)

AND ABOUT MELAKA TRIP! AHHHHH, I don't know what to do! Should I go, or not? Actually I reallyreally want to go, but then I'm afraid there are more overseas trips for Guides later this year, that I know I would like to go.
So how?
HOWHOWHOW?
I'm stuck. Oh no. I'm always stuck with these kind of decisions.
I guess the most, I'll just use my own money...

Today was quite an emotional day.
It started out to be tiring, then emotions went up, esp. during English, when my group laughed all the way to the bank. Then came Guides, which was alright, until I hit a point, where I got so annoyed and irritated. I wouldn't call it my boiling point, it's much less than that, but some ppl might notice, no? Anyway, I thought things will change (at least a little bit), esp. since we're all together as a level discussing, but things obviously didn't turn out the way I had expected. ): Instead, I felt worse. But then this hasn't got to do with anyone in particular's fault, so, part of it is just me. Yeah.
And then after Guides, the very unexpected happened. Nevertheless, it perked me up, made me smile. :) So, thank you! :)

Sighhhh, whenever I look out of the window, it reminds me of how sad it is to see that Bishan Park has so many trees cut down, and i can view half of the entire park now that the trees are gone. ): So sad! Everything seems weird without those trees covering my view of the grass. And it'll take more than a year till the bridge is open again! How long can that be? That'll be more than a year of not jogging in BP. So exercising will mostly depend on school.

Today was fun, painting the banner. I felt so funny and weird, I felt like I was talking a tad too much. Was I, no? I don't know, everytime I have that feeling I'll just talk non-stop and blabble whatever that comes to my mind. =.= That's so funny!

I'm really thinking about future patrol outings. I'm thinking of Thinking Day. I'm thinking of Farewell. WHYWHYWHY? I should stop myself from thinking so far. TD is about a month away, and Farewell is like, 5 months away?! SO WHY AM I THINKING SO FAR AHEAD? I don't want the Sec 4s to leave, I don't want Farewell! I don't like Farewells, except for the performance part. Hee. :) But still, Farewell means that the Sec 4s are stepping down. ): As much as I don't want last year's batch to leave, I don't want this year's too!
In short, I DON'T WANT SEC 4 FAREWELL.



You know how some people are just so irritating? Just so arrogant? Just think that they can get whatever they want, just open their mouths, ask for it, and it's theirs? I can't stand it when people complain about this and that, and act like everything must be done to suit them. There's a word to describe it (I think), but I will be kind not to use it.