2010's nearly ending, I'm sad. :(
But oh well, we always have to welcome the new year.
It's been a busy but very fun year! :)
But I wonder how 2011 will be...

Anyway, just wanted to post on the last day of 2010, before the clock ticks 00:00 01/01/11. Haha.

Happy 2011 guys! :D

It's time to update!

I came back from Bali last week. It's a nice place! Full of nature and scenery. (: But too bad it rained! ): For like, 80% of the time we were there. -.- But had fun! Loved the accommodation! xD

Oh yeah, Christmas was just two days ago! Haha. Merry Christmas! I had a very productive Christmas season, cos I finished all my remaining homework within those 3 days! :D Haha, feel great now! Jiayou to those who're still completing it! :D

Registration's over, now comes Orientation! I'm excited for Orientation! Haha but sadly, it's gonna be the last Orientation that we're gonna be helping out... :( I hope the Sec 1s next year and fun and enthu! :D

And you keep coming into my head.

Hello world, I'm back to this, errr, not very updated blog! Haha, but anywayyy, the school hols are ending soon... ): ):

2011 is coming soon! :O

No way man! :/ I'll be Sec 4... AND GARRHHHHH!

Random note... I've watched Harry Potter 7 Part 1! :D Yay, I love anything that's related to Harry Potter! :D Wouldn't mind watching it again!

AMAZING RACE ASIAAAAA! :D :D :D Hahaha, I've re-watched it for... 3 times? HAHA, it's so sad the Singaporean team didn't win. :(
But,

"After all the crying, the screaming, and wailing, we caught up. And that's what mattered."

:D

Oh man, not another round of nervousness and excitement! ><
This is the equation I came up with:

Nervousness + excitement = a sleepless night

HAHA!

It's gonna be a long, long day for me tomorrow. Wonder what time I'll be home... o.O

We've put in so much effort throughout the past 2 weeks, I really hope that our efforts do show, and do pay off. (:

Sabrina and Nithya should hope and pray hard that they'll be sponsored! xD


to serve, to strive, and not to yield

Chinese Os.
Piano Exam.
Kukup trip.
Camp Galore trainings.
Open House dry-runs.
PC CHALET!

Pretty much all that has happened for the past few days/weeks.
Haha.

OOH, PERSONAL TASTE TOO! :D

Help, I think I'm gonna crumble under the pressure.

):

Gargh, something went wrong with blogger in the previous post. Oh welllll.

It's officially the school holidays and guess what? MORE STUDYING.
It's so boring and mundane to be always studying. I mean, we had less than 3 hours of play right after the paper ended, and then we're faced with a huge stack of MT homework, plus lesson extensions.

No, I don't hate MT, I never will, but it's so depressing, to be pushed to keep doing work. And then Miss Sim came along and analysed our batch's results this year. Erm, it's kinda helpful in a way, to remind us to start studying and preparing for Os. ): Yeah, like we can't go out and enjoy anymore.

Kay, I don't want to make this post a moaning one (although it already is). -.-

Hmm. I can't find any happy stuff to post about as of now.

Forget it. I guess I must be off to prepare for lesson extensions tmr.

I feel the immense need to update my blog.
Yeap, after leaving it dead for more than a month.

Exams are over! :D Yeah man! Buttt... Chinese Os are coming! ><
I need that 1.0.

So anyway, yesterday we had the B.M.W. Heritage Night Race. It was VERY VERY FUN! :D :D Haha, I knew going with Sabrina, Celest, Charlene and Mdm Zetty would be the right choice! ;) All our epic and too-hilarious moments, haha! We didn't really have a strategy, HAHA, we just decided to via the fastest way, which, everyone is doing. -.- Haha, but it was just very exciting and hilarious, all the things that happened along the way!
(I want to know what 3 animals made up the Makara! :X)

Collected some results back yesterday. I wanted to get back A Math so badly you know! Cos at least if I get it back yesterday, I'd have the race to distract me and I won't be too sad. Haha. But I guess I'll prepare for the very worst on Monday.
Geog on Monday. (: Please let it me an A1... :X
Physics? Sigh, I have no comments for that. I'll just wait and see.

Till we meet again.

I guess it's confirmed - the decision to make my blog on a hiatus... until the end of exams?
Haha, yup, as can be seen from the fact that I left my blog un-updated for 22 days. Haha.

But before I go, I want to say that
Universal Studios is awesome! :D

To all those who didn't go for it that day, it's such a pity! HAHA!

Jiayou to all mugging for the exams, which of course, includes me. HAHA!

And I still think of you.

Another update for the week!

This week has been quite busy. What with Cheer + Teachers' Day, everything's packed. :/
Just waiting for Cheer to be over. Haha. Feel like I'm not contributing much to TD. :/ Haha.

Anyway, SYOG was just over. ): ): I was so, so sad that it's over so soon! :/ Haha. Hmm, I went to go support Singapore Soccer Team on Wednesday for the Bronze medal match! :D Hehheh, the game was very well-played. Very exciting, cos there were 5 goals in total! :D At least SG did much better this time round. (: Great job Team Singapore! :D


Some people are just annoying.

You can say, that I forced myself to come here to update my blog. -.-
Yeah, I sort of purposely left it on a hiatus for the past 3 weeks. xD

Well, let me update about what happened over the past 23 days.

Firstly, Sports Day was cancelled because it was raining. And raining. And raining. ): So all track events were done on the following Tuesday in school. -.- Sad, I know. And cheer got postponed to Teachers' Day celebrations. The rain seriously ruined all the mood and atmosphere. ):

Then came NDP! :D Yay, I love NDP '10! Guides NDP Squad '10 did an awesome job, I can't stand it! >< I'm really very proud of everyone in the squad! (: Great job to all, hope we can maintain this standard, or improve even more!

Hmm, after NDP I felt like such a huge burden was taken off my chest. Not that I don't like NDP or anything. But at least I finally have time to relax. Just a lil'. (: Haha, but I miss NDP a lot a lot! ):

Yup so school was as usual after that week...

Right. Let me fast forward.

YOG! :D

Yeah man, YOG volunteering (Athletics) was fun, especially today! Yesterday I was boreddd! Sitting on a chair guarding a 'door' for 2 hours! -.- But yeah, at least I'm very thankful today I had a fun job! (: I feel really cool and honoured to be a YOG volunteer. :D It's great to volunteer our services for such a prestigious event! :D

More and more people are catching the YOG fever. YAY! :D HAHA! I'm going to support Team Singapore Football later, in the semis against Haiti. Singapore better win, so that I can support them at the Finals on Wednesday! :D Hope and pray that Singapore will make it into the Finals! xD

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! :D

Hahaha, Happy 15th Birthday to me! :D
Haha, hmm, this is a scheduled post yeah, haha, by the time you read this (on Friday) I'll probably be at YOV already! :D

Hehheh, YOV's gonna be so exciting! :D Watching the Preview Opening Ceremony of YOG too! :D

Oh, and Sports Day today! :D I don't know what's the results of cheer or overall House Champion, but then really hope Bougae did well, especially BOUGAE CHEER! :D

Sad, today's my birthday, but I can't celebrate it with my family/friends. ): But I'll find another day to. (:

I'm back again.
After one week.
Ahhh, this whole week has been #!&%$(#@ for me man!

Okok, basically today was very eventful. Both in the good ways and the bad ways. Well, I was happy, pissed, excited, sad, hopeful, angry.

Cheerleading auditions in the morning. :) Bougae was alright, but I believe we can do much, much better on the actual day. :) Jiayou! :D :D

Brownies Revel today at Vivo! :) Was supposed to be at Southern Ridges but it rained. ): Boo. So shifted venue to Vivo, where we originally planned our Amazing Race to be there too.

Then we celebrated Claudia's birthday! :) Happy Birthday Claudia!

And then I went to meet my friends. :) Hmm, tried on some clothes today. Hahaha. :) Ended off with a 'peaceful' and 'relaxing' dinner at the Sky Park (again right?). HAHA!



Ok, nowadays my posts are very short. AIYA NEVER MIND.

Today started off very beautifully. :)

First it rained in the early morning, so it was so shiokk to sleep in today! :D But I still woke up quite early, haha, was up and about before 9! I decided to be a good girl and start on Maths homework. Hehe! :)

Haha, I tell you, the Maths was horrible! 4 exercises! :O And I did it for 4 hours NON-STOP. Aiyo, SO EXHAUSTING! D;

So after that was quite alright, had my usual routine. :) Then went for a nice dinner. :)

Oh yeah, yesterday was Leaders' Investiture! Leaders Invest rocked! :D It was smooth and successful in general, yay, our first main event as an exco together! :D Actually it was mainly the 3 of them who were planning. But good job to all leaders who helped and contributed in one way or another! :D Felt happy during Invest. :D

However, I missed the Guides recce to Southern Ridges. ): Felt quite guilty and very sad for not being able to go with the rest of the Sec 3s there. Bet they had a lot of fun! ): Haha, but it's ok, I hope (and I'm sure) there'll be other times. :)

This whole month's gonna be busy, so, be prepared. :)

Hello world. (:

This month's gonna be a busy month.
But oh well, everyone's busy, and my turn will come I guess.

I'm excited for manymany things! I hope and wish that everything will be fine though. (:

Go Cedar Guides NDP Squad '10! Gosh, I'm scared, I'm worried that we won't have enough time. :/ But I think it'll be alright. (: Jiayou! :D

Hello, I'm back again. (:

This week has been quite ok. A bit busy.

Many things are happening within the next month. But somehow I don't know what I'm supposed to do (for some).

Anyway, have I mentioned that Sports Day + YOG falls on my birthday?

HAHAHA.

Hmm, a big hint? *winkwink* HAHA JK.

Yes it clashes. Mixed feelings about this. :/

Oh gosh, I'm so scared for tmr. :/

Wish me good luck, people. :)

Hmm, it's the start of Week 2 already!

Things are starting to get hyped up.
Yay, I'm so excited! :D

Finally having our Guides session tmr, whee! :) First Guides session of the term. Having NDP too. JIAYOU CEDAR GUIDES NDP SQUAD '10! :D

Right, the first week of Term 3 has passed.
Wow.
That's fast!

Got back all MYE results already. Hmm, I shall say that it has extremities. (Is there even such a word?) Some were disappointing, while others were surprising.

All I know is that once the school reopened, the teachers are nagging non-stop that we are under-performing and that we should work much much harder for EYEs and the exams next year.
Gahhh, you know how irritating that is? We just came back from a one-month long holiday, and now they already set such high expectations on us. ): So what, we must start studying for EYE already? Pfft.
Hmm, however, I admit I must work really really hard for EYE if I want to achieve my target.

Had the 'O' Level Chinese Oral today. Was so scared I tell you. I was the second-last person of the group to take the exam. I revised so much on those topics about teenagers, those 'hot' topics, then in end, it came up about some 'ulu ulu' topic that was neither here nor there. I WAS SO STUNNED. I said, "wo jue de..." *pauses* then continue.
AND THEN MY READING OF PASSAGE. I'm so angryyyy! I knew how to read that word, I said it correctly when I was reading it 'silently', but then when I went to the examiner and starting reading, I pronounced it wrongly! I read the 'bian'! ARGHHHHHHH! Oh no, then now the examiner will think that I don't know how to read this word, and yeahyeah, that's it. ):

Anyway, it's over, and I'll work harderharder for the next exam. MUST SECURE THAT A1! :D

On a happier note, let's welcome the long weekend! :D

Oh sigh, today's the last day of the June hols. ):

Yeah, this holiday really just whizzed past, I can easily say that this is the shortest June hols ever. Haha, I know partly cos I was away for quite some time.

Hmm, I shall rank my activities in order of enjoyability. :)

1. UK trip! :D
2. Annual Camp! :D
3. VVP Outing! :)
4. NDP practice sessions! :)
5. Class outing @ Marina Barrage! :)

About half of my holidays are used for 'away trips' cos of UK and camp, that's why I guess this holidays seem so short!

Tomorrow we're getting back our MYE results.
):
I'm very scared.
):

Hellohello.

Been going to school these few days. To paint that YOG Slovenian thing. Haiiii. Not that I don't want to paint it, but it's so rush. And we have so few manpower. But anyway, tmr will be the last day.

Finally, like finally, there's NDP tmr! Yay, been looking foward to this day since... since camp ended! Hahaha, finally a Guides-related activity. (:

Ok, I must zoom off now.

It's wonderful at the same time amazing how an Annual Camp can bond you and your batchmates so much. :) :) :)

Not only my batchmates, but I can see that many juniors have also increased their passion and love for Guides. YAY! :D That's the way it should be! Guides are enthusiastic and passionate! :D

Omg, seriously man, I miss AC a lot a lot a lot. ): Wish I could relive it again. But oh well, time doesn't rewind, neither does it stop, neither does it slow down. ):

So anyway, days without Guides is boring man! As in I feel better and very relaxed with Guides around. Heeheehee. This whole post will be about GUIDES! So wonderful! :D

Blogposts can make your heart melt man. It's really heartwarming to see how we, Sec 3s, have progressed, and been through so much together. (: Really really nice to see. It's like, we were talking about Induction, then fast forward to NCO, then fast forward to our last AC already. ): Boo.

Anyway, I forgot to thank my Wiggles patrol members in the last post. :)
Sec 2s: Thanks for being so enthusiastic and fun to be with. You guys were really good and took initiative a lot. Like what Charlene said, we feel really safe entrusting the patrol to y'all when the Sec 3s have to run off for other duties, though there's only the 2 of you. This shows how much capabilities you have! :) Work hard ok, you guys have potential. :) Hope you guys have learnt A LOT from this camp. :) I'll remember our sugar rush and the fun that we had throughout this whole camp! :D

Sec 1s: I don't really know you'all from the start of camp, but I must say that you guys have progressed since the start till the end! (: We could see you guys gradually improving especially at the end! So good job yeah? Although there's more room for improvement, we hope you have also learnt a lot of skills, and gained a better understanding about Guides, since this is your first 'proper' Guides camp. (:



Gosh, I love Cedar Guides so much! :D Can't imagine my life without it man, seriously. I've never been so close and bonded to any board or committee before. :) Yay for Cedar Guides! :D

Hello, now it's time for my post on Annual Camp '10. :)

I think I learnt a lot from this camp. Like really a lot. I don't know whether I'm exagerrating or not, haha, but then it's like you get this really refreshing feeling and good vibe that you learnt so much during this 4D3N. Haha.

I'll just talk about some of the highlights in the camp. :)

Hmm first we started with tent pitching. I tell you ahh, I want to be the Tent Pitching Guru! :D Hehehe, I love tent pitching a lot a lot. :) After this camp I can proudly say that I know all the steps already! :D Haha, then that Charlene ahh, go for Kitchen Shelter, and Louisa has her QM duty. Then in the end I'm the only Sec 3 there for tent pitching. Haha, but nvm.
Comparing this year's TP to '08's TP, somehow I feel that this year's one is much faster. I rmb '08 we were all so blur, dunno what's the steps, sweating under the scorching hot sun, hahaha!
Gadget making was quite alright. Haha, our baggage rack the pole can see some slant in the centre already! xD

Basically nothing much happened on the first day. Mainly setting up of camp and stuff. Second day was mainly Outdoor Cooking. For me, it was dealing with fire, fire, fire all day long. Haha, but I don't mind, cos I love firelighing! :) In the morning I didn't do Crafts, cos I was down for Patrol Cooking. As usual, dealed with the fire with Celest. Hahaha, Celest!
Then after that was Outdoor Cooking. Like the real ODC that I've always wanted to try. The turfing method with the Changkul. At first gave me a scare, I thought I couldn't do turfing cos I scalded my finger a teeny weeny bit only, haha, then the Guiders didn't allow me to, but in the end I did. Haha. I like turfing! :D And cooking food the 'traditional way' instead of using zinc plates and stuff. And this was also the first ODC that went so smoothly in all my life. Especially the food part. Like the food that we cooked was very very edible (haha!) and nice! First time eating a successfully cooked chicken! :D

OMG, Campfire! Hahaha, campfire on the second night was... weird, like last year! But anyway, the good thing was that we got it over and done with. Hahaha, Charlene and I were the emcees and we had to use a lot of thinking on the spot, cos somehow, the circumstances were so different. Or is it just that we were too nervous to even look at the script? But anyway, with most of the help from Charlene, we managed to complete the whole campfire rather smoothly! :) Hahaha, Charlene the joker, just blabber anything that comes to her mind. But oh well, she's Charlene, and everyone laughs at what she says! xD But yeah, we were both so nervous, our hearts were like beating so fast! Then we forgot to do quite a lot of stuff in the intro, like whatever we originally planned was mostly not adhered to. But oh well, that's the thing about flexibility! :D

Third day was the most interesting day. :) Had kite making in the morning. Then went to Punggol Park to fly the kite. Hahaha, it was so funny I tell you. 1. You go to Punggol Park, where the grass area is so small, to fly a kite? Some more it's not one kite only, there were 14 kites that needed to be flown! 2. There was no wind at all! $*#%^*@ Chelsea and I really wanted our kite to fly, but then the weather and the surroundings were not ideal, then we were so pissed, cos we know that our kite could fly! Then everybody was running along with the kite, only our patrol didn't run, cos we knew that would only damage your kite! Hahaha, looked like some weirdos there. In the end, when we left that place, we passed by so many big plots of land where much more kites were flying you know! Then we were like, arghhh, should have flown there! Haha, but it's ok. (:

Amazing Race at Tampines New Town was the funniest thing! Omg, my patrol really went kuku there man. But I always love amazing races, hee, so yup, very very fun, running around here and there, even though it was only within Tampines New Town itself. I like the part about the '100' photos one. :) Thought we snapped a lot photos and thought we confirm win already, haha, but it turns out other patrols had more than us! xD Anyway, winning doesn't matter, but we had a lot of fun as a patrol. Haha, laughed like mad over there! :D Haha, and then the bus ride back to Camp Christine was also so funny! We sat together then we just kept laughing and laughing, we were all really on a sugar high! Haha, that feeling is great man.

Next we had our night walk. I thought the night walk was quite cool, cos we had to walk in from somewhere after the main road and back into Camp Christine. On the way we are to make our supper (Milo) from mess tins and tommy cooker and solid fuel. I thought that was a great idea, of testing our survival skills. :) However I was pulled out from my patrol with Jing Wen. Hahaha. So I didn't get to walk and cook supper with them. But then ahh, the night walk wasn't scary at all! I thought it would be much more scarier, but then on that night the moon was so bright, it's like smiling on us like that. Then when we walk, it's walk in patrols! Not individually. Haha. Of course like that not freaky already what! But then me and Jing Wen were the 'marshall' points people. Haha, trying to act scary, sometimes our attempt failed, sometimes it successfully scared some people! HAHA! But the supper part was a cool experience. :)

Next day was mainly packing and cleaning up and dismantling all our gadgets and striking tents. I thought we moved quite fast today. :) Like the striking off tents were really fast, imo. :) And then my patrol was supposed to pack logistics, I thought it's pack at the Guides shed there you know! Aiyo, I was so dumb man. But anyway, striking tents is cool. :) And we finally took a patrol photo with our beautiful tent! Before striking it down, of course. :)

Oh I realised I haven't introduced my patrol yet. Patrol 2, Wiggles! :D Our patrol identity is totally BOOMZ ok! It's 3 feathers and 2 wiggly wires on a purple hairband. Y'know what? On the first day when we wore it, the other patrols all laughed at us ok! So mean, keep teasing us say we look kuku! But humph. Whatever. We were the only patrol who consistently wore our patrol identity ok! :D By the second day some patrols weren't even wearing theirs anymore. Hehe, but Wiggles wore them all the way till we broke camp in school! :D Yay, good job Wiggles, I'm so proud of you! So in the end, we won the Best Patrol Identity! :D And also the Most Enthusiastic Patrol! Hahaha, I think it's mostly the 4 of us, hahaha, we kept laughing I think. Hmm. But yes, well done Wiggles! :D

I must really thank Charlene for everything man. For this camp we were in so many things together. Patrol, Campfire emcees, and stuff. Charlene: Thank you for making our Patrol Identity and labelling our meal bags until latelate into the night! ): But yes, thanks so much, your effort totally paid off! :D Thank you for typing out the CF script too, haha, you ahh, so careless, go close the convo box then everything is lost! But anyway, yeah, thanks so much. We were in the same patrol for 3 years in a row man! Same AC patrol. Milo Susilo, Vroom Vroom Pow, and now, Wiggles! :D Hehehe, fate.

Haha, then I won the Obama prize for being an all-rounder! Yay me! :D Lol, but I wasn't really listening to the description, only picked up 'all-rounder'. HAHA, must self-praise myself a bit mah! :D Hehe, it feels great being an 'all-rounder'. :D

Many thanks to Guiders and ex-Sec 4s for coming back to help out and faciliate! :D Also thanks to our QMs Sabrina and Louisa, who slogged so hard and tolerated so much for this camp! Thanks to CLs and ACLs, FA Shirley and Si Min, and thanks a lot to Wiggles, my beloved patrol, for making this camp so interesting and full of ups and downs! :D

Great. Now I miss AC so much. ): I remember a lot of us were reluctant to go for camp. As in we weren't that excited and we had no mood for it. But now, haha, I wanna go back to Camp Christine! ): And I want to sleep in my tent with my patrol! ): Hah, as usual, didn't want to go back from camp. ): Have I mentioned? This is the first time, the very first time, I went for a complete Annual Camp. Sad, I know, in fact, very sad, cos this is not only the first, but also the last time I'm going for a complete Annual Camp. Sec 1, had to leave on the second night cos had piano exam. Sec 2, had to go for Sec 1 Orientation! >( Sec 3, ahh, finally a full one. :) Gained a lot a lot man. Can't stand it. Haha. Then next year Sec 4, surely cannot go already man. Unless AC is after our Os then maybe there's a chance. Haha. :)

IWMYVVM! ):

Back from Annual Camp! :)

Gahh, too tired to post about AC today.
But AC was veryvery fun! Great, seriously, felt so good to be in the outdoors finally! :D

Okok, I shall go sleep now.
More detailed post tmr. :)

Busybusybusy.

I am sad.

):
Stop saying this and that. You think I don't feel guilty?

Hehheh, had VVP outing today! :D
Yay, so fun, finally had a sort of patrol outing. :)

Watched Nanny McPhee and the Big Bang. Haha, it was funny and nice! :D Wanted to watch Karate Kid at first, but then the tickets were sold out! :X

Hah, then after that went to the 'sky garden', or whatever that's called. Haha, first time going there to play. Hmm actually I never really venture out there that much. Haha, but the weather was really nice. Quite sunny but not too warm. (: Played with water but then our clothes got dried quite fast. Oh and played catching too! Hahaha, were running like some mad fools!

Overall, today was a happy and interesting day! :D

P/S: Tent pitching was fun too! Haha, I love tent pitching. :D

Hi, I've been slacking around the past few days. Hehe. Must enjoy the holidays! :D

But there's the irritating homework that's still waiting for me to complete. GRRRRRR. I don't mind doing some work during the holidays to occupy myself, but why must the school always give so much? We just ended our Mid-Years and now, whoa, pile so much homework onto us. ><

Tmr's gonna be an interesting day! :D

I'M BACK! ;D

I'm back people! Yep, back from the UK! :D :D :D

UK trip was the bomb man. It's cool, fun, enriching, all other positive adjectives you could describe! Haha.

We spent the first 5 days in Flatford, where we did a lot of field studies. I love the field studies, especially the River Studies and Coastal Studies! :D Very fun! You'll never get to do those kind of field studies in Singapore. It's really a whole new experience which is not only good for your curriculum studies but also for general knowledge. :)

The stay at Flatford was so cosy and relaxing kay. The environment there is so calming and tranquil. :) Then we stayed in this 'ancient' house which has a lot of rooms, so our whole group occupied the entire house and we stayed in separate rooms. Cool right? ;D Ohhhh I miss Flatford. ):

So we went to London after that, I was quite excited though sad that we have to leave Flatford. ): Yeah we passed by the Big Ben and Westminster Abbey, then me and Carin were the most enthu people in the bus, we started taking pictures though we knew we would have a closer look of it the next day. Haha! Oooh, we watched this musical called Wicked! It was extremely cool and nice okay! First time watching a real musical! I was so awed by the singing, the dancing, the props, the setting, the background, the everything! Everything and everyone was just amazing. :D I was high-ing with Carin (again!) after the musical ended at 10 plus at night! HAHA!

The next few days in London was tiring. Yes, tiring! We conquered most of the places of interest in London by FOOT and by the TUBE! The tube is like our MRT here. Hah, it's quite the same as the MRTs in Singapore, only less crowded, somehow. Haha. But we got to see many places of interest which I have been dying to see since dunno how old. HAHA. Felt such a great sense of satisfaction after snapping countless shots of those places of interest, e.g. Buckingham Palace, Big Ben, Westminster Abbey, London Eye. :D :D

We went to many museums in London too, especially war museums. I love war museums! :D Haha. The Holocaust Exhibition was so depressing. You see how Hitler treated the Jews last time, gosh, it's 'appaling', as what Samyata said! Haha, people say you'll be traumatised after you come out of the exhibition. I got so scared before I went in, I thought it'd really be so scary, haha, but it's not that bad until you'll break out in tears non-stop, just feel very sad and angry for the 6 million Jews that Hitler killed. It's really very sad and pitiful. ):

Moving on to our short stay in Salisbury, we went to visit our twinning/sister school, St. Edmunds Girls' School. The girls there look super mature, but they're actually the same age as us. Haha, Hmm, what they study is rather similar to us, like we sat in for their Chemistry lesson for... 15 minutes? Haha! Yeah, and realised that they were learning the Atomic Structure and Mole Concept. Haha. But apparently their system is vey relaxed, unlike Singapore. There wasn't much inteaction between the girls there and us, until the next day when we had 2 hours to play games with them and stuff. Haha. Cool! :)

We went to visit the Stonehenge! :D Yay! Was so excited, then when I went there, it suddenly looked so miniature and small! Haha, that was my first impression. Surprisingly, the barricade wasn't that far away from the Stones. I thought they really barricade them until you can only see a little of it. Took lots and lots of jumpshots there. Hee. :)

Overall I think the trip was really great, fun and educational. I bet during lessons we would really understand what Mdm Faridah is saying. Haha! Really didn't regret going on this trip. :) No one would regret, actually. :) Aww, but now I miss everything there, Flatford, Willy Lott's House (our accommodation), Wicked, London. Sigh. Didn't want to come back to Singapore. Most of us didn't, cos it's like, back to reality (though it's the school hols). ): Haha, but Singapore's our home, right? :)

5 hours and 15 minutes.

:D

Going to die of excitement already! :O :D :D

Hello, this is my 300th post! :D :D

Haha, exams are over! :D :D :D Yay, finally man! I'm so glad and relieved it's over. Some subjects were okay, some were tough, as usual. But anyway, since it's over, I'm not gonna dwell on it anymore.
IT'S THE HOLIDAYS! ;D
Yeap and I've got a lot of programmes in the holidays. So excited! :D

Hmm, must start packing already so I'll end off here. :)

Now let me question, what have I done today? I feel so wasted you know. I woke up early today to have a fresh start and start studying before 9am. Yeah, I did, but then somehow along the way I felt so distracted. ): That's really, really bad.

Last week I was so focused you know. Seriously! Idk what happened today. Anywayyy, so today I completed Bio notes on Human Digestion. Wow, what a long topic! Haha. And I finished Maths homework. And Chemistry Mock Paper. Hmm, it may seem a lot, but it's not. OH MAN.

Then that Jeslyn ahh, just had to put all the Chem stuff on her blog, make me feel so nervous and anxious cos I haven't studied those yet. :/

So MYE's in 6 days time. Wow. BUT, happiness is in 11 days time! :D Wheeheehee! :D Oh gosh. But wait, I must stop thinking about after the exams. Seriously, I should tell myself to stop playing. And really get down to business, cos exams are in 6 days time. Oh, have I mentioned exams are in 6 days time? Ok good, this is just the mood I need to get me going. :)

Sorry, this whole post will just be about exams, cos I really need to get into the mood, like what I've repeated so many times already. Hmm, Bio is halfway there. I must start putting my forte into good use, MEMORISING! :D Yepyep.
Next, Chemistry. Silly. Urghhh, there's still lots I haven't studied yet.
Hmm, Physics, please don't tell me about Physics kay. Urghhh, Mrs Yeo says our class is there already, but I need to practise, yes, practise.
SS/Geog. SS is ok, I think I just have to read the textbook. Cos it's only SBQ. Geog is ok, I've done 2/3 of my notes already. Yay! :D But then I still have to memories. I think Geog is quite easy, cos it's very logical. :)
English and Chinese are the slackiest! HAHAHA. But yeah, I won't be spending a lot of time on the languages.

Ok, is that all? Yes, that's all. Now great, I know what to focus on, and what not.
OH WAIT.
MATHS!
HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT MATHS?
No wonder suddenly I feel as if I take so little subjects. Hahaha. Maths is bad. ): As in, not that bad, but not there yet. Should practise more too.
Like the other day, I was doing the A Math mock, then I came across this question, and I was totally stumped. Didn't know how to do it at all. Then someone told me it's the Alpha-Beta method, and I was like, "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" *smacks head* Totally forgot about that chapter! :X

Okok, gotta go. Guess what am I gonna do next? STUDY. Yeah, no prizes for that. xD HAHAHA.
Jiayou to everyone out there who's trying hard too! :D Believe me, it'll be over in a blink of an eye. :)


P/S: On mini hiatus until 26/5/2010.

Alright, cos of Sabrina, I'm updating this blog now. HAHA JUST KIDDING.

Anyway, so yeah, have I mentioned that MYEs are coming? Yep, haha, that's the reason why I haven't been posting so often. Grrrr, Mid-Years, I'm so gonna conquer you! I must study! Not many days left, in fact, it's 9 more days till the first paper! :X OhMyGee!

I haven't been exercising regularly since 2 weeks ago. ): This week will be my 3rd week. Boo. I need to jog to get rid of those fats! xD I want jogging! Yes, I really want to jog 2km every joging session!

I'm getting really excited for everything that's happening in the future. Guides, PC, other committments. :)

Ok, it's time to buck up. Get back to your work, Rachel, and stop slacking!

Promotion and Enrolment Ceremony today. Oh well, another day with a mix of emotions. I'm now officially the Patrol Leader of Orchid! :D No doubt I'm disappointed that I didn't get my 'dream' position, perhaps being a PL isn't that bad after all. I know you say that positions don't matter. Well, I guess I will understand it some day.
All Sec 3 Guides got promoted! :D Congrats to all! :D Be it whether you're satisfied or unhappy with your position, everyone is still a Cedar Guide, and we're together as one. (: Jiayou Sec 3s, we can do this together! :D It's a level thing, not a position thing.

Alright. Let me think about what happened last week... OH YEAH CEDAR'S GOT TALENT! :D Hahaha, was the emcee y'know? So cool, so fun! I was nervous, haha, but eventually the whole event went really smooth. (: Congrats to all winners and finalists, you all did a great job! :D

Yeah I can't stop the tears from falling.

I've not been updating this blog as often as I used to. I'm convinced that the business of Upper Sec has officially kicked in. Term 1 was rather relaxing. Then came Speech Day, Farewell, Brownies Revel and Cedar's Got Talent. It may seem quite little, yeah, and probably nothing compared to what I'll be facing in the near future...

School has been ok. I'm trying to finish my homework on time every day, and I've been catching up, so that's good! The thing that I look forward to every day is the time spent with my friends and Guides!

Today was Cross Country. I'm so proud of myself once again. I jogged the whole round and never stopped at all! :D Yay, I jogged together with Sabrina and Jasveen. Good job Sabbie and Jasveen! :D Perseverance! :D
After Cross Country I went out with Guides. Felt very extra, so I came home earlier. ):

Extremely pissed and sad today. Am I invisible? Why does everyone treat me so unfairly? I feel very ignored and rejected by whatever that I do. Seriously, what did I do to deserve this kind of treatment? I feel really, really dejected, biased against and pissed. AND I AM NOT A COPY CAT. Just because she did it earlier than me doesn't mean I can't do it too right? I'm extremely pissed. And sad, for feeling so left out and ignored. ):

Sec 4 Farewell 2010 ended off beautifully. I wish I could relieve that day all over again! I'm serious. I wasn't the kind of Farewell that I expected.

Such a stark contrast from last year. But oh well, as always, I don't like Farewells, and I really don't want the Sec 4s to leave. ): I'm no longer as scared of stepping up as I used to, but I just don't want the Sec 4s to be away from Guides. ):

Thank you, Sec 4s, for everything that you've done for Guides, for us, for Sec 3s. We really appreciate it. Yes, we hate to see you go...! ): Oh my God, I'll miss you guys a lot. ):





Yeah, I wish I could relieve 21/4/2010 one more time. Thanks for all the memories. :)

So I'm finally posting again, after... 8 days.

I was really busy with Speech Day for the past whole week. And I'm really glad, and a bit sad at the same time, that Speech Day is over. I guess everything happens in the blink of an eye, yeah?

I shall not elaborate on what happened today. But I think we could have done much better. Really, there were many things that could have been avoided, and should not happen at all! ): Oh man, all our hard work and effort...
ANYWAY, it's over, so I shall not dwell on it further.
Good job OI/Cs me, Xin Yu and Wee Ming! :D
Of course, thank you to Mrs Woo, and all the pupil leaders who came today to help out! :D

Ok, after Speech Day, more will be coming in. ): Haha. Level Games, CGT, Guides, and MID-YEAR EXAMS. I'm not trying to be vey studious or anything ok, I'm just saying that the school has already given us the MYE timetable, so they are like, pushing us to study already! :/ Haha, this coming Monday would be Week 4, and MYE is around Week 10. Ok, I shall start planning when to revise. HEHEHE! ;D

Happy Good Friday!

This week is a short week, and a long weekend, which I am really grateful for. (:

Speech Day is just next week. Sigh. I hope it will be successful! There's still quite a lot to be done... It's ok, I can do it! WE can do it! :D

Hmm, actually there's nothing much I want to say.



Oh yes, and i really don't know why, and how, things turned out this way. We really didn't mean to broadcast it out to the whole world. We don't want to create unneccesary things for you, and we didn't want you to be worried for us any further. We really don't know what to do. And we... And we... are simply at a loss of what to do. ):

Ok, so today is the 29th of March. Monday. Oh right Monday. But the good thing is that this week is a four-day school week, because of Good Friday. So yay! :)

I'm thinking of having a patrol outing on Friday. We must have one before Farewell! ):/:) Urghhh so irritating. Yes, the word Farewell shouldn't even exist! I don't want the Sec 4s to step down, I know I've said this countless times already, and I will miss being a junior! Sigh. Haha.

Right, just a random fact here. I'M SO EXCITED FOR SYOG! ;D I am proud to say that I am a SYOGian. SO COOL! HEHE. :) Means that I'm an SYOG volunteer. :)

School has reopened.
And time is passing really, really fast. ):

Oh man, I can't believe that the Sec 4s are really stepping down so soon.
I think it's happening all too fast. Is this the way it's supposed to be?
Hmm.
I'm glad the Shirley has the same feeling as me. It's just that very disturbing and sinking feeling, that somehow, you feel like your turn is just around the corner.
BUT NO IT'S STILL ONE YEAR AWAY.
And I'm really thankful for that.

I'm going to stay happy and cheerful and OPTIMISTIC. :D
Guide Law No. 7: A Guide has courage and is cheerful in all difficulties.
Yay. :)
I'm going to spend the rest of my time very, very wisely.

AND I CAN DO IT! ;D

Oh my goodness.

Melaka trip was simply great!

Hahaha. Their campfire was FREAKING AWESOME! :D:D:D I loved it like mad ok!
Especially the gateway!
OMG GATEWAY!
Their gateway was huge and really fun to climb.
Oh my, the slide, the swing, the tyres, the shaky rope, and the most fun of all, THE MONKEY BARRRR.
OMG, just by listing down all these gets me so highhhhh! :D
Yeah, it was just really fantastic.
And the fire was really elaborate too! Nice, nice, nice! :D

Oh sigh.
Wonderful memories.
That I will never forget.
Yes, I will always treasure the times spent with Cedar Guides.
Because they are special and irreplacable. (L)

Sigh.

I'm really sad it's over. But I'm really happy that it happened. :)

I can't believe it's just tomorrow.

Like tomorrow.

Oh boy. I've never stayed in the library for such a longgggg time ever in my whole life! :X
Let's see...
Erhh, actually it's 5 hours. Haha.
But it does feel like a very long time you know!
If you exclude lunch, it'll be 5 hours, that is.
Man, I was quite tired of facing the computer screen man!
But I'm glad that we accomplished what we wanted to do today. (:

Eeeeeeeeeeeek.
Robert Pattinson is on Ellen now.
*Shudders*
HAHAHA CHARLENE TEO, it reminded me of what you commented on his appearance last week!
You said sthg like 'this is like a Changi Prison escaper'! HAHAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY!
Yeah, I really think he looks like some Changi Prison escaper man. His hair is always so dishivelled, gives me the kind of over-ruggedness and untidy kind of impression.
Hahaha. Sorry to those RP fans. (Are there even any?)
HAHAHAHAHA!

Hello!

It's the March break now! :D Notice I didn't use 'holiday'? Hahaha.
Because I know it wouldn't feel like a holiday with the usual assignments.
Hah, but this time round, less homework is given, and I'm quite thankful! Haha!
And I have quite a number of dates so... haha, actually it kinda does sound like a holiday!

Okkk, I'm trying to finish my homework by this weekend so that I can relax for the next few days.
I'm looking forward to all those dates that I have! :D Really want to catch with my friends. :)

Eeeee, yesterday's Guides session was so funny! Hahaha, mainly footdrills. Haha, sthg hilarious happened. To Charlene. Haha, the best thing is that it's all planned! LOL! Haha, bet you felt so embarrassed just now! xD Anywayyyy, I don't want them to keep saying about when's the last footdrills session with them. Makes everything so sad. ): And it keeps reminding us that time is passing so fast. So terribly fast. ):

Sigh. What Charlene said is right. That's the best thing about UG CCAs. When they are gone, there's less people whom we can laugh about, joke about, or even cry about (HAHAHA JKJK)?!
Oh boyyyy.

OAC! :D

I'm back from OAC! 3 days 2 night passes by very fast, eh?

Well, OAC was really fun. I'm glad I'm in 3C. :D You guys rock man! :D I LOVE 3C!
It was quality bonding time for every class. :)

I love the challenges we did, be it high or low elements, rock climbing, abseiling etc. Very fun and thrilling! I'm glad I could still climb all the way up on the rock wall without stopping that much. Haha! :D
And I finally got to try abseiling after being given 3 chances to do so. Abseiling is scary only at the first part, when you just have to take one step onto the wall. The rest of it is quite okay already. :)
However, I'm very sad that I didn't get to try zipline. Sigh. Really. I wanted to zipline a lot. ): I was already up there waiting for my turn. But time ran out on us. So unfortunately, I didn't get to do it. ): Oh sigh man! But I guess we must always give and take. I did 3 high e stations, whereas some only got to try one. So, yeah.
Campfire was cool! I always love campfire night! :D Emcees were the best choice! Haha! I liked the class performances, very nice and hilarious! But then the ending grew really sad. Haiyo, quite anti-climax, in my opinion. Haha, ok, we shan't talk about the sad stuff.
OHOH CLASS CHEER! 3C's class cheer is very cool ok! I like our class cheer, esp the Just Dance one, then the Kuzco one. Hahaha.

So that's why I think OAC was great. :) Hopefully most of 3C people enjoyed themselves too, and got to bond more as a whole class!
GO 3C! :D

Today's Guides session was very fun. And interesting.
We started off with singing session. Singing session is getting really soft man. ): So sad!
Then PT! PT was great! I love doing sit-ups and planks! Provided people don't make me laugh! xD

FOOTDRILLS! :D
And marching at the hard, tarred, black road behind the classroom block is so... unpreferable! Because there's hardly any sound. Especially for me, when my bangs aren't really solid. Sigh. So every time I number myself my bangs are very soft. ):

Common Tests results are alright so far. Both Maths have no problem, Chem still quite okay, Physics was such a relief. I didn't know I could get method marks man! I was so happy my marks weren't as low as I'd thought. :)
So now still waiting for Bio and SS. Sigh. It's ok, I'm not in a hurry to know my marks anyway. Haha!

OAC is really coming up reaaaal soon! Haha. :)

HELLO HELLO!

I'm back after 17 days! :D

This is what you get when CNY + NCO + CT all fall one after another.

Sooooo, I miss blogging man! Hahahahaha! Hmm, I'm just glad CTs are over, ohhh man! But I still have my Malay one tmr! ):

Ok anyway, CNY was great, as usual! :D But I'm just so sad that every year, CNY "来得快，去得快". Sighhh.

Then NCO camp was very, very fun! :D I loved it! The most lasting impression of the camp was Outdoor Cooking, haha, the green eggs (of Sparrow patrol, urghhh!) and our popped sausage! Hahaha! So funny! Ohhh, and doing footdrills at 8-plus at night! Cool man!

I love footdrills more and more by the week. I really want more footdrills sessions! :D And I don't want the Sec 4s to step down so fast! ): Noooooooo! ): In fact I don't even want them to step down! ): Boo. Ahhh, see how much we love our Sec 4s.

I am very, very pissed that 3C didn't get selected to go for YOG. Like seriously, I'm very, extremely angry and sad that I can't go volunteer now you know. ):
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

Whoops, sorry for not blogging for the past few days. :X

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day!

Even though these two occasions don't match, haha, but anyway, I don't bother much about VD so of course I'm more excited about CNY. :D

First day of visiting today. Whee, am enjoying it so far!

BUT the worst thing of all is that COMMON TESTS ARE COMING UP!
And whenever I have free time during this period, I have to studyyyy. ):
Cos next weekend I'll be busy with Guides.
Haha, so this weekend and next weekend are burnt. ):

Coming to think of it, those non-Chinese people are one lucky bunch man. They have 4 days to study ehhh! Then now, I must rush everything. Which is like, bleh. ):

Oh well, it's the new Lunar year, so I must be happy! And not worry too much. :)

Oooh, the CNY concert in school was fantastic! It was really awesome beyond words! Especially the finale, which is the teachers' performance. Even though it had no link to CNY, it was SUPERSUPER HILARIOUS! ANDAND Mr Chue was so cool man, abseiling UPSIDE DOWN from the top of the hall stage down!
I was cheering and laughing so much! xD

I can't believe that it's only early Feb and I have to be so... serious?!
Gahhh, I want to go out! ):
But circumstances are going against my will.
So oh wellll, just gonna have to plan properly.

And FOCUS!

But on a lighter note, CNY IS COMING UP REAL SOON!
:D
Don't you just love CNY?

I wonder why some people don't like CNY. ):
Like JAIME. Haha. Silly girl.
Don't like your roots and culture ahhh?! Haha, just kidding!

Umm, I'm glad that jogging after CNY will be increased to 2 rounds. Hee. ;D
Then can exercise, especially after the amount of food and goodies that you've consumed over the festive season! xD

HAHAHA.

So I'm just gonna eat. :)
Of course, eat a reasonably amount. Haha!

Footdrills was great today. (:

Patrol Challenge was great today too. (:

In short, Guides is fantasticly great today every day. :D

I should have seen this coming, I should have! How could I be so impatient?

That trip is already taking up so many of my commitments. But what can I do? Blame myself for it? It's no use, I know, because even if I got to know about it later, the fact still remains that I have to choose between this and that.
AND I HATE IT.
I do not like to be at crossroads.

I'll be missing so many things that I so do not want to miss. But I just can't do anything at all!

Nevertheless, I'll wait, and hang on for that little tinge of hope. That little spark of light, that will hopefully spring some pleasant surprises...

Haha, I really like the FB group: CEDAR JUNIOR COLLEGE. Thanks to the ex-Sec 4s, over 500 people have joined it already! YAY!

I'd be so awesomely cool if there really is a Cedar Junior College. I'd enroll in that school right away before I sit for Os! xD

Seeing the seniors graduate, grumbling that they miss Cedar a lot, can't help but make me wonder, what will happen when it's my turn.
Sighhhh. *Shudder*
Yes, I shall not think of that now. It's so not the right moment for all these negative thoughts!



Yay. You really do make my day. (:

Today was greattt! (:
I'm so glad we cleared our misunderstandings with one another!
Even though it was painful, I'm really glad we did it, as a batch, as a level.

YAY, thinking about it now, that was the best way to end the Friday. (:
Hee, usually Friday ends with an anti-climax of Guides, meaning I'm sad that there's no school the next day cos I enjoy Guides so much. HAHA.

I'm sorry that things had to turn out the way it did. I guess we all just have to learn from our mistakes and step up much more.

I love you, Sec 3 Guides! :D

I shouldn't be that negative. I mean, other people will always be there too. They're not in their circle, like me, but still, I don't believe we can't get along together. I'll try. I'll try and be neutral. We're a level, a batch after all. We must work hard together. United we stand, divided we fall.



If I went for TKPS camp/Camp Challenge, would things have been different?

Shall I say I've made up my mind?

Surprise, surprise! Yeah, today was basically 'surprise, surprise'. Let's start from Guides. Haha. I'm very pleased by today's activities. Finally I got to do sthg solid. Last week I missed more than half of Guides due to Induction Ceremony rehearsal. So today we had axemanship, turfing and firelighting. Yay, I love turfing and firelighting! :D You get such a huge sense of satisfaction when you see that your fire is dancing in the wind, and the structure is up and good. :)

The ex-Sec 4s came back today. Thank you for coming back! :)

AND ABOUT MELAKA TRIP! AHHHHH, I don't know what to do! Should I go, or not? Actually I reallyreally want to go, but then I'm afraid there are more overseas trips for Guides later this year, that I know I would like to go.
So how?
HOWHOWHOW?
I'm stuck. Oh no. I'm always stuck with these kind of decisions.
I guess the most, I'll just use my own money...

Today was quite an emotional day.
It started out to be tiring, then emotions went up, esp. during English, when my group laughed all the way to the bank. Then came Guides, which was alright, until I hit a point, where I got so annoyed and irritated. I wouldn't call it my boiling point, it's much less than that, but some ppl might notice, no? Anyway, I thought things will change (at least a little bit), esp. since we're all together as a level discussing, but things obviously didn't turn out the way I had expected. ): Instead, I felt worse. But then this hasn't got to do with anyone in particular's fault, so, part of it is just me. Yeah.
And then after Guides, the very unexpected happened. Nevertheless, it perked me up, made me smile. :) So, thank you! :)

Sighhhh, whenever I look out of the window, it reminds me of how sad it is to see that Bishan Park has so many trees cut down, and i can view half of the entire park now that the trees are gone. ): So sad! Everything seems weird without those trees covering my view of the grass. And it'll take more than a year till the bridge is open again! How long can that be? That'll be more than a year of not jogging in BP. So exercising will mostly depend on school.

Today was fun, painting the banner. I felt so funny and weird, I felt like I was talking a tad too much. Was I, no? I don't know, everytime I have that feeling I'll just talk non-stop and blabble whatever that comes to my mind. =.= That's so funny!

I'm really thinking about future patrol outings. I'm thinking of Thinking Day. I'm thinking of Farewell. WHYWHYWHY? I should stop myself from thinking so far. TD is about a month away, and Farewell is like, 5 months away?! SO WHY AM I THINKING SO FAR AHEAD? I don't want the Sec 4s to leave, I don't want Farewell! I don't like Farewells, except for the performance part. Hee. :) But still, Farewell means that the Sec 4s are stepping down. ): As much as I don't want last year's batch to leave, I don't want this year's too!
In short, I DON'T WANT SEC 4 FAREWELL.



You know how some people are just so irritating? Just so arrogant? Just think that they can get whatever they want, just open their mouths, ask for it, and it's theirs? I can't stand it when people complain about this and that, and act like everything must be done to suit them. There's a word to describe it (I think), but I will be kind not to use it.

Sec 1 Induction Ceremony yesterday was really a success. This is the first time I really feel proud of myself, proud of my duty, proud of the whole event. Haha, first time doing a backstage duty, quite interesting, to view the performances at a close view. :) The whole event was generally well-organised, and it was really heartwarming to hear all those positive remarks and feedback of the parents! :) The teachers were smiling, the I/Cs were smiling, the leaders were smiling! Yay, great job to all of us. :) And of course, to the teachers and I/Cs!

Yesterday I stayed overnight at Sentosa. Haha, I know this is really random, like after Induction after a little while, went to Sentosa, stayed overnight, then came back this afternoon. Haha! Just a short getaway. But at least the homework was more or less completed. :)

I'm looking forward to tmr. Looking forward to school. I can't believe that I really want to go to school, despite the homework load and stuff. Actually I've always been like that ever since I started schooling, since kindergarten, I believe I always have a positive attitude towards going to school! HAHA I'M NOT BEING EGO. xD But cos when you go to school, you have things to do, you're with your friends, you just have some kind of distraction. Hmm, distraction from what? Actually, I don't know. =.=




When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

Make You Feel My Love by Adele. What a beautiful song. (:

Hopefully writing here will make me feel better.

And talking to Si Min.

Sigh. Things are starting to take a toll on me.
But I won't ever give up.
I'll fight all the way for what I feel I should be given.

I really hope this will not last forever. I'm really hoping, like what Si Min said, that maybe after some events, we'll all be together again, much more bonded than ever. :)



Hopefully.

Oh no, I suddenly really, really want to join the Thinking Day Banner Competition. :/ Grrr, how? I was really considering carefully whether I should join. I really wanted to join but then I was unsure on the workload for other areas. ): Boo. ): Never mind, I shall ask Shirley about what their progress! :D

(Hmm, does it seem very kaypoh?)

I like City Square Mall! It's so spacious, and it really gives off the strong impression that it's Singapore's First Eco Friendly Mall. I like that mall, not really because of the shops there, but off the layout and the atmosphere. The shops there aren't like those you can find in normal shopping centres, some are very unique and... just not common. There's a nice scrapbooking shop there! The stuff there are really nice. And then the Popular is also very nice! HAHAHA EVERYTHING IS NICE. There're many accessories shops. :) Yay, I shall go back there again! ;)

Mirror Lakes! :D

This afternoon, when Carin told me that her interview was at 8.45am tmr, I asked, "TOMORROW? 8.45am?"
Then she nodded her head.
"In the middle of class?"

=.=

Geddit?

Wow, in my perspective, I feel that I'm too used to school.
Is there sthg wrong with me? When I realised that tmr is a Saturday, I was a bit... disappointed. Seriously! I'm beginning to like school life even more! HAHAHA I KNOW, it's only the very beginning of Sec 3, there's much more to come. But I just find myself weird that I'm a tad disappointed that there's no school tmr... HAHA! No, I don't need to see a counsellor!



You know I was thinking, what would happen in April/May 2011. *shivers* Oh man, just the thought of it makes me wanna take it back. Time flies. That's all I can say... ):

Fourth day of school! Basically now I've met all my teachers, and have attended at least 1 lesson of every subject.

Yesterday and the past few days have been quite bad for me, personally, really, deep inside, cos I've been thinking about the days, weeks and months ahead... You know me, I love to think, far, far ahead. Haha, maybe not so bad, but still, after all the talks and expectations/regulations that the teachers gave us, it's impossible for me not to feel that way.

So I'm telling myself, I MUST NEVER CRUMBLE UNDER THE PRESSURE. NEVER. I shall just go all out and enjoy my Sec 3 life. Like what Yan Xin said, screw-ups are unavoidable, it's part of your journey of success. Like failure and success are in pairs. So I have to think positive, and never, ever surrender to giving up! THE SKY IS SO BLUE TODAY, THE SUN IS SO YELLOW/ORANGE! Hahaha! (If you get what I was trying to mean.)

Sorry, these few posts have to be about self-motivation etc, for this point of time, I wouldn't really say it's a culture shock, huh, just wanna encourage myself that it'll be fine. :) You will bear with all the motivation speech yeah? Haha.

There's Guides tmr, like, FINALLY! I'm missing it so much! These few days have been boring for me, cos after school, I just go home, and I have the whole afternoon to myself! Then I was thinking, how I wish I can save up all this free time, and use it whenever time runs out on me! Hahaha, cos I can't stand not doing anything, when you know that in time to come, you will be desperately needing more time.

Ok, back to the topic, GUIDES, I'm so happy that there's Guides, and you know what? I'm suddenly thinking of THINKING DAY! :D Hahaha, I don't know why I'm so excited, just really feel exhilarated for Thinking Day.

My New Year Resolution(s) (NYR) is/are:
1. I want to be more involved in Guides! Seriously!
2. I want to be consistent in grades, or at least get results that I'm fine with, which means not failing! :/
3. I want to be more attached to CPB!

Hmm, are these actually NYR? Ok, I guess I can accept it, haha, aside from the usual ones that I always make every single year, which I don't want to say! :D Heheee.

First day of school! Basically nothing much, no proper lessons, since it's only the very first day in a new class. You know what? People are already complaining that they're sick of school! Seriously, what's wrong with school? Ok, maybe not everyone has such positive outlooks of schools like me... Haha! But then again, just view things optimisticly and everything will be fine. :)

I'm starting to like 3C! 3C is an interesting class, with very interesting people! :D Hehe. And we'll show everyone that 3C is not a geeky, nerdy class who only cares about studying. So not, ok?! I hate it when people come and tell me, "Oh, 3C ahhh, so pro, but every day study study study eh!" Haiyo, not everything is true, alright?

But actually, it's kind of sad to receive so much expectations from everyone, both students and teachers. Especially the teachers, they're expecting everyone to get As. Not everyone is a straight-A student, please bear in mind. Oh, yeah, I just remembered, tmr I'm going to hear more teachers mentioning about their high expectations of us. =.= Bummer.

You know, I really don't know what Sec 3 life has to offer. I seriously don't know. I don't know how busy I'm going to be, whether I'll be involved in Guides, because I really, really want to. And whether I'll be very involved in CPB too. What about studies? So much work this year, next year is the Os already, so this year will be a lot of drilling + new topics/concepts.

Oh yeah, did I mention about 'O' Level Chinese? Yeah, since I'm taking HCL, I need to take 'O' Level Chinese at the end of this year. And it's expected an A1 for every person who's taking this exam in Cedar. The teachers make things sound easy, yet difficult. They say most Cedarians get either A1 or A2, and I'm thinking, wow, you mean it's so easy to get an A for OChinese?! Haha!

In short, I must be prepared to work doubly hard this year, and manage my time really, really well, if I want to have the best of both worlds, or even better, best of three worlds. HAHA!

Jiayou, Rachel, you surely can survive this year! :D

Ok, I'd better get this done fast. (Chem is still incomplete! :/)

Firstly, Happy 2010! I can't really say 'Happy New Year' now, cos it's not New Year's Day, haha. I can't believe 2009 just passed in a flash. It's like, I didn't have any New Year mood! I was like, huh, 2010 is coming already?! So sad, I really enjoyed my 2009 a lot. Sad times, bad times, happy and enjoyable times... That's part of life isn't? We just have to let go, and welcome the new year! :)

As everyone knows, tmr is the start of school for year 2010. As usual, I'm very neutral, I'm excited yet nervous, dreading. It's so normal for me to have this feeling! Every year I'll tell my mum or sister that I'm happy yet sad. Sigh. But it's very funny and cute to see how people will always whine and complain that they don't wanna go to school! :)

Based on the timetable posted on the LMS, most of my teachers are very nice! :D I hope all of them are good. Haha!