Because I feel I need to say something before I start on my notes.

ONE MARK. I can't believe I'm still annoyed/angry/frustrated/upset over the one-mark syndrome. It affects not one, not two, but THREE subjects! And it makes a world of a difference okay. I've never been so hung up over such nitty gritty stuff but this time... It really means a lot! :(

The pressure is amounting and I can never express the worry, the fear, the anxiety and the insecurities I face right now... I'm not even worrying about As at the moment, but I'm thinking of whether I'll get accepted when I submit my application! Stupid, right? I shouldn't be thinking about this, I know, and my Prelims are done and I can't undo it, neither can I go beg the teachers to award me one more mark. BUT STILL, I really can't help but think of all the 'what-ifs' and the 'what could have been'... A really huge worry that my grades are not good enough for them to accept me, that my other records whatsoever are not outstanding enough, etc etc.

STOP THINKING. Just go and continue studying for the As, that's more important. STOP REGRETTING what's been done.

Now hurry off and compile your notes. You only have one month left till it all begins.